Well, the date is actually the 23rd; however, my words have taken a while to be found. So, let us please assume my following words are to be placed on the calendar as the 22nd.
Tomorrow morning I am going to attend my first Al-Anon* meeting. I feel like it's one of the only ways I can truly begin to grow apart from Mike**. It is my understanding that if I can understand Mike's thinking pattern and addiction, I might be able to aid in his recovery.
GRANTED: I have not agreed to any of the above events.
We haven't spoken since the day I left his house.. why am I trying to fix the unwilling? I need to heal me.
I apologize for the broken thoughts. More explanation is promised within the next few days. My brain just needs to wrap around my heart, and vice versa.
Love always.
Sarah
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