These huge life changing events are occuring one after another, and I have zero control over their speed. I have realized (with the rapid change) there are so many things I've always wanted to do, but have passed up for one stupid reason or another. I'm not getting any younger or much healthier.

To do list (mostly summer):

Sky diving
Rock climb
Master belay
Take my life guarding test
Forgive
Forget my regret
Embrase my last 6 months on HNC
Actually spend time in PA at the family business
Get off at least a 1/4 of my meds
Hold a snake
Have my breath taken away